[ His fingertips pressed against Steve's hard shaft, though not quite gripping it. It was a tease, really, working him up but not offering nearly enough relief. His fingers slipped up to the tip and he rubbed his thumb against the head, licking at his lips as he let out a low hum, legs spreading wider all too willingly when Steve tried to reach for the lube.
But instead he just paused and asked yet again whether it was fine, whether he was sure. James let out an impatient groan, rolling his eyes and pinching the crown of Steve's cock. ]
Yeah, I'm sure. I don't care if it hurts, I can handle the pain. Just want to feel you slide into me, Steve, filling me up completely... Come on, I know you want to.
[ He squeezed around his cock, hard and lingering for a few seconds. Then he eased up again. ] I'll feel even tighter than that. Don't tell me you don't want to feel that around your cock.
[He was putty in James' hand and he bucked against that almost-painful hold. Dear god! Steve gasped and shuddered on top of the man, almost losing it. When James finally stopped torturing him, he had to lay there for a few minutes, trembling against the need to climax until he had enough control to actually do anything. If he'd ever wondered whether James still had some hidden talents, he didn't have to wonder anymore!
Steve slid away from James enough to get the lube and he started to work his lover with slick fingers, taking James' mouth in a desperate kiss. He wanted to be gentle, but at the moment getting his dick in the man was more important. If he didn't manage it soon, he was going to make a mess and neither of them would be happy. It was lucky that James enjoyed a certain amount of pain, since Steve wasn't shy about pushing in his fingers. He could apologize later.]
[ James would always have hidden talents, though not all of them would be as pleasant as the tight grip he managed to have on Steve's cock. His lips curled, pleased that he knew he was affecting Steve this much, and he let his weight rest fully on the bed, legs spread and arms resting just above his head while he watched Steve reach for the lube.
Biting at his lower lip, he let out a strained hum as he felt the first touch of fingers against his hole. He gasped into the kiss, hoisting a leg up higher to offer Steve easier access, as his muscles clenched but eased around the stretch of Steve's fingers, his hips bearing down against the touch to try and encourage Steve to keep going. ]
Sorry baby. I'll make it better later, I promise . . .
[The words were mumbled against James' mouth between deep, hungry kisses. His hand was moving fast and rather roughly, and he knew it probably hurt his lover, but James was asking him. And he wanted it. Steve wanted to be buried in the man more than anything. He scissored his fingers, adding a third to stretch James even more. He bit James' bottom lip, sucking on it.]
A little more baby. Just a little more and I'll go in. Just a little more patience.
[ Steve was using that word again, not that it surprised him much. James honestly didn't care enough to tell him to stop yet again, actually this time he kind of liked the way it sounded, so he refrained from commenting on it.
It wasn't difficult not to focus on it anyway, especially when Steve was touching him like this, kissing him deeply while he fingered his hole. He whimpered and gasped with each thrust, trembling all over when Steve spread his fingers and added even more girth with another finger, his hands fisting the sheets tightly while he worked his hips down to meet each push of Steve's fingers. ]
Come on. [ He moaned hotly against Steve's lips, licking into his mouth. ] Come on, Steve... Need more...
[Steve actually did his best to refrain from pet names with anyone, well aware that kind of thing could unnerve people. "Baby" seemed safe enough though, when he was genuinely overcome with a need to use some kind of endearment. And James always made him want to say something special.
The man moved against his hand, pushing his fingers deeper and with a groan of need Steve pulled his hand away, only long enough to slick up his erection before guiding it in. He pushed against James' tight hole, shifting his hold to have both hands on the man's ass as he thrust home. Steve cried out, the sound muffled against James' neck as he sank in, well aware that kind of entry would hurt. He stayed put, holding James close and giving the man plenty of time to adjust. Thank god the man enjoyed a little pain during sex . . .]
[ James didn't mind going slow and gentle, but fuck if he wasn't glad that Steve didn't try to go too slow. He was aching to have something larger stretching him wider, and when he felt the head of Steve's cock press against his hole, he shuddered all over, head falling back on the pillow as he cried out, thighs trembling as he felt Steve's thick cock slide steadily and bury deep into his ass. ]
Oh, fuck! Yes, Steve...
[ He moaned, letting out a softer cry as he lifted his legs higher, curling them around Steve's waist, nudging his heels against the small of his back. Both hands moved from the bed to Steve's neck, one arm curling around his shoulder while the fingers of the other hand buried into his hair. ]
[Shit. Steve reveled in the way James clung to him, the hand in his hair already tight and possessive. It was everything he could have asked for, everything he did ask for. He groaned and leaned into James' hand, giving a rough chuckle at the demand he start moving almost immediately.
James didn't have to ask twice. If the man wanted it, he'd have it. Steve started to move, pulling all the way out before slamming back in. He'd wanted to be gentle, to take his time, but James just . . . undid him. At least he'd been able to love the man sweetly for a little while. And they could always try again!]
James . . . So tight! You're always so damn tight!
[ Steve moved hard and fast and a little too sudden, and James cried out, his back arching and ass slotting perfectly against the cradle of Steve's hips. Fuck, he felt so huge like this, when James hadn't even been stretched properly, when he got too impatient to go slow or build up a pace.
When he just grabbed him and handled him and fucked him hard and deep, took what he wanted without caring about hurting him. And it did hurt, it made every muscle in him spasm in protest, but he loved every moment of it. ]
Only for you, Steve... for your thick, hard cock, hah... always be tight for you. I know you love fucking me loose...
[There was a flash of real concern, of worry, but Steve didn't stop what he was doing. He knew deep down if James wasn't happy, he'd make it known. It was just a little hard sometimes to remember how much the man liked being hurt. He rammed into James again and again, clutching the man as close as he could, driving deep.]
Never . . . never get loose for me. Always so tight. No matter how much I push, you're always . . . mn!
[Speech wasn't much use at that point. Steve sank his teeth into the man's shoulder, barely managing not to break the skin. It was supposed to be gentle, but the instant he heard that rough voice begging for more, he lost all ability to be kind and slow. He wanted the violence, the blood, the pain. He'd learned himself on the island that a certain amount of pain made sex that much better. Biting, scratching, bruises. All of it appealed and he wanted to be marked as much as he wanted to do the marking. It was just a shame nothing stayed on his skin for very long.
[ Part of him regretted that Steve didn't take things slowly, like he said he wanted to. James didn't often allow himself to indulge in sweet, tender gestures, but he had been willing to do so now, with Steve, so long as he didn't have to explain himself for it.
Maybe this was just all there was to it, really. It was just physical, primal, violent. James forced down the disappointment with a hard swallow and curled his fingers tight into Steve's hair, gasping and moaning when Steve started to pound hard and deep into him, muscles stretching painfully around the thick cock burying all the way into his ass, forcing him wide open. ]
Hah, shit... [ He arched his back, trying to lift his hips up further by curling his legs tighter around Steve's waist. It was the best angle so Steve could fuck him as hard and deep as he wanted, so he could reach his climax and fill him up completely, drive him out of his mind. ]
[Biting the words back was almost physically painful and Steve hated the fact that he hadn't been able to go slow. Or that he wasn't going to last very long, because he wouldn't. He continued to move, already feeling the climax approaching, and clutched James closer. God, he was really falling for the man!
Steve panted against James' shoulder, one hand snaking between them to close around the man's dick, wanting to at least give his lover some extra pleasure since he'd broken his promise. It was the least he could do, assuming James didn't just pass out after this latest session. He could absolutely go for a second round, if it wouldn't rip the poor man in two . . .]
[ One touch was all it took. Steve's fingers only squeezed around his cock and pumped him once before he was pushed over the edge. He cried out even as Steve kept up his unrelenting thrusts, his whole body tensing up and twitching as he spilled across his own stomach, muscles clamping down tight around Steve's cock.
Right then he didn't care that Steve didn't go slow, or tender, or sweet. He reveled in the feeling of having him in his arms, his hold tightening around Steve's shoulders, his orgasm a nearly euphoric state when Steve kept pounding hard into him, threatening to burst deep inside him the longer he kept going. ]
[Steve wasn't far behind. James' body clamping down tight, bucking and writhing in his arms, shouting his pleasure to the sky. It was too much. A few more thrusts and he rammed home, hips making little jerks as he filled the man, finally falling still when he was completely spent.
He didn't move right away, despite the fact he was probably crushing James, because he couldn't. Steve was utterly exhausted and even breathing was a chore as the air sawed in and out in harsh pants. Eventually he managed to pull them both onto their sides, keeping James plastered against his chest despite the slowly-drying fluid between them. He could take care of that later. When it mattered. At the moment, he was still buried in James' ass and the man's hands were still tangled in his hair, and life was perfect.]
[Some time later he'd slipped out of James and drew the blanket up over them, wanting just a little longer before he had to face reality, and the likely fact the man probably wanted to leave. Steve nuzzled James' temple, kissing the damp hair and skin tenderly. All too soon he'd be pushed away, the chance to be soft lost again.]
James. You look so beautiful when you come, did you know that? I could watch you do that forever . . .
[ The sensation was overwhelming, but he didn't dare move, not rushing Steve at all, just basking in the feeling of having him buried deep inside him, even as his muscles started to spasm in protest. He held on as tight as he could instead, brushing his fingers through Steve's hair and exchanging slow, warm kisses with him, gasping and shivering all over when finally he felt Steve's cock slip out of him.
If he was a mess before, then now he was sticky all over, Steve's fluids staining his thighs and ass as they spilled from his hole. But he didn't give a single shit. He shifted closer instead, closing his eyes and partly burying his face into the curve of Steve's shoulder, snaking an arm around his waist and holding onto him. ]
You might actually kill me with an orgasm overdose if you do that, [ He joked, voice a soft murmur, lips curling into an amused little smile. His feet sought Steve's underneath the covers, toes wiggling a little against Steve's, a leg hooking loosely over Steve's own. ] Let me rest every once in a while, at least.
[There was a deep, possessive sound that issued forth from his chest when James snuggled into him. He tightened his hold just a bit and made no effort to stop the man from those endearing little get closer motions. It was everything he could have asked for and more, and Steve found himself choking on tears. The potential for happiness was being dangled in front of him and he was so terrified to make the wrong step and lose it.
He chuckled and murmured against James' ear between kisses, pushing aside the what ifs for another time. They were happy. He could be content with that. And the chance to sleep with the man, even for a little while, was too precious to pass up.]
I could always find ways to make you keep from coming. Bring you to the edge again and again. Remember that? Our first time? We could do stuff like that here too. I can kill you with kindness, or fuck you raw. Or both . . .
[ James let out a soft sound, close to a chuckle. Steve had a habit of running his mouth a lot, which was something he was getting used to still, but sometimes he really needed someone to stop him.
He lifted a hand up and pressed it over Steve's lips, forcing his mouth to stay closed. ]
Shut up, Steve. Just... go to sleep, okay? Save the dirty talk for later.
[ His hand snaked back underneath the covers, tucking comfortably around Steve's midsection, holding on close to him. He let out a soft sigh, almost purring as he nuzzled against Steve's shoulder, settling in for a good nap. ]
You do still owe me some gentle lovemaking... [ His voice was practically a murmur, easily melting into a breath. Something Steve might've missed, if it weren't for his enhanced hearing. Either way, James was already falling asleep, so he wouldn't have to be forced to repeat himself. ]
[The hand surprised him but Steve just kissed James' palm with a smile and gave a slight nod. He knew he had a tendency to babble sometimes, even if it was closer to dirty talk at the moment. If James wanted sleep, he'd certainly try to oblige. Steve's lips brushed James' temple as he hugged the man closer, holding those words close to his heart.]
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Date: 2019-08-04 01:02 pm (UTC)But instead he just paused and asked yet again whether it was fine, whether he was sure. James let out an impatient groan, rolling his eyes and pinching the crown of Steve's cock. ]
Yeah, I'm sure. I don't care if it hurts, I can handle the pain. Just want to feel you slide into me, Steve, filling me up completely... Come on, I know you want to.
[ He squeezed around his cock, hard and lingering for a few seconds. Then he eased up again. ] I'll feel even tighter than that. Don't tell me you don't want to feel that around your cock.
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Date: 2019-08-05 05:11 am (UTC)Steve slid away from James enough to get the lube and he started to work his lover with slick fingers, taking James' mouth in a desperate kiss. He wanted to be gentle, but at the moment getting his dick in the man was more important. If he didn't manage it soon, he was going to make a mess and neither of them would be happy. It was lucky that James enjoyed a certain amount of pain, since Steve wasn't shy about pushing in his fingers. He could apologize later.]
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Date: 2019-08-06 03:45 pm (UTC)Biting at his lower lip, he let out a strained hum as he felt the first touch of fingers against his hole. He gasped into the kiss, hoisting a leg up higher to offer Steve easier access, as his muscles clenched but eased around the stretch of Steve's fingers, his hips bearing down against the touch to try and encourage Steve to keep going. ]
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Date: 2019-08-08 03:41 am (UTC)[The words were mumbled against James' mouth between deep, hungry kisses. His hand was moving fast and rather roughly, and he knew it probably hurt his lover, but James was asking him. And he wanted it. Steve wanted to be buried in the man more than anything. He scissored his fingers, adding a third to stretch James even more. He bit James' bottom lip, sucking on it.]
A little more baby. Just a little more and I'll go in. Just a little more patience.
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Date: 2019-08-10 01:52 pm (UTC)It wasn't difficult not to focus on it anyway, especially when Steve was touching him like this, kissing him deeply while he fingered his hole. He whimpered and gasped with each thrust, trembling all over when Steve spread his fingers and added even more girth with another finger, his hands fisting the sheets tightly while he worked his hips down to meet each push of Steve's fingers. ]
Come on. [ He moaned hotly against Steve's lips, licking into his mouth. ] Come on, Steve... Need more...
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Date: 2019-08-12 08:30 am (UTC)The man moved against his hand, pushing his fingers deeper and with a groan of need Steve pulled his hand away, only long enough to slick up his erection before guiding it in. He pushed against James' tight hole, shifting his hold to have both hands on the man's ass as he thrust home. Steve cried out, the sound muffled against James' neck as he sank in, well aware that kind of entry would hurt. He stayed put, holding James close and giving the man plenty of time to adjust. Thank god the man enjoyed a little pain during sex . . .]
James . . .
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Date: 2019-08-14 10:08 pm (UTC)Oh, fuck! Yes, Steve...
[ He moaned, letting out a softer cry as he lifted his legs higher, curling them around Steve's waist, nudging his heels against the small of his back. Both hands moved from the bed to Steve's neck, one arm curling around his shoulder while the fingers of the other hand buried into his hair. ]
Come on, move... Want to feel you...
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Date: 2019-08-15 08:59 am (UTC)James didn't have to ask twice. If the man wanted it, he'd have it. Steve started to move, pulling all the way out before slamming back in. He'd wanted to be gentle, to take his time, but James just . . . undid him. At least he'd been able to love the man sweetly for a little while. And they could always try again!]
James . . . So tight! You're always so damn tight!
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Date: 2019-08-15 02:24 pm (UTC)When he just grabbed him and handled him and fucked him hard and deep, took what he wanted without caring about hurting him. And it did hurt, it made every muscle in him spasm in protest, but he loved every moment of it. ]
Only for you, Steve... for your thick, hard cock, hah... always be tight for you. I know you love fucking me loose...
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Date: 2019-08-16 03:24 am (UTC)Never . . . never get loose for me. Always so tight. No matter how much I push, you're always . . . mn!
[Speech wasn't much use at that point. Steve sank his teeth into the man's shoulder, barely managing not to break the skin. It was supposed to be gentle, but the instant he heard that rough voice begging for more, he lost all ability to be kind and slow. He wanted the violence, the blood, the pain. He'd learned himself on the island that a certain amount of pain made sex that much better. Biting, scratching, bruises. All of it appealed and he wanted to be marked as much as he wanted to do the marking. It was just a shame nothing stayed on his skin for very long.
Not like James . . .]
Close . . . James . . .
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Date: 2019-08-16 12:36 pm (UTC)Maybe this was just all there was to it, really. It was just physical, primal, violent. James forced down the disappointment with a hard swallow and curled his fingers tight into Steve's hair, gasping and moaning when Steve started to pound hard and deep into him, muscles stretching painfully around the thick cock burying all the way into his ass, forcing him wide open. ]
Hah, shit... [ He arched his back, trying to lift his hips up further by curling his legs tighter around Steve's waist. It was the best angle so Steve could fuck him as hard and deep as he wanted, so he could reach his climax and fill him up completely, drive him out of his mind. ]
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Date: 2019-08-18 09:13 am (UTC)[Biting the words back was almost physically painful and Steve hated the fact that he hadn't been able to go slow. Or that he wasn't going to last very long, because he wouldn't. He continued to move, already feeling the climax approaching, and clutched James closer. God, he was really falling for the man!
Steve panted against James' shoulder, one hand snaking between them to close around the man's dick, wanting to at least give his lover some extra pleasure since he'd broken his promise. It was the least he could do, assuming James didn't just pass out after this latest session. He could absolutely go for a second round, if it wouldn't rip the poor man in two . . .]
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Date: 2019-08-19 01:49 am (UTC)Right then he didn't care that Steve didn't go slow, or tender, or sweet. He reveled in the feeling of having him in his arms, his hold tightening around Steve's shoulders, his orgasm a nearly euphoric state when Steve kept pounding hard into him, threatening to burst deep inside him the longer he kept going. ]
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Date: 2019-08-19 02:04 am (UTC)He didn't move right away, despite the fact he was probably crushing James, because he couldn't. Steve was utterly exhausted and even breathing was a chore as the air sawed in and out in harsh pants. Eventually he managed to pull them both onto their sides, keeping James plastered against his chest despite the slowly-drying fluid between them. He could take care of that later. When it mattered. At the moment, he was still buried in James' ass and the man's hands were still tangled in his hair, and life was perfect.]
[Some time later he'd slipped out of James and drew the blanket up over them, wanting just a little longer before he had to face reality, and the likely fact the man probably wanted to leave. Steve nuzzled James' temple, kissing the damp hair and skin tenderly. All too soon he'd be pushed away, the chance to be soft lost again.]
James. You look so beautiful when you come, did you know that? I could watch you do that forever . . .
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Date: 2019-08-20 01:49 am (UTC)If he was a mess before, then now he was sticky all over, Steve's fluids staining his thighs and ass as they spilled from his hole. But he didn't give a single shit. He shifted closer instead, closing his eyes and partly burying his face into the curve of Steve's shoulder, snaking an arm around his waist and holding onto him. ]
You might actually kill me with an orgasm overdose if you do that, [ He joked, voice a soft murmur, lips curling into an amused little smile. His feet sought Steve's underneath the covers, toes wiggling a little against Steve's, a leg hooking loosely over Steve's own. ] Let me rest every once in a while, at least.
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Date: 2019-08-20 03:42 am (UTC)He chuckled and murmured against James' ear between kisses, pushing aside the what ifs for another time. They were happy. He could be content with that. And the chance to sleep with the man, even for a little while, was too precious to pass up.]
I could always find ways to make you keep from coming. Bring you to the edge again and again. Remember that? Our first time? We could do stuff like that here too. I can kill you with kindness, or fuck you raw. Or both . . .
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Date: 2019-08-20 02:22 pm (UTC)He lifted a hand up and pressed it over Steve's lips, forcing his mouth to stay closed. ]
Shut up, Steve. Just... go to sleep, okay? Save the dirty talk for later.
[ His hand snaked back underneath the covers, tucking comfortably around Steve's midsection, holding on close to him. He let out a soft sigh, almost purring as he nuzzled against Steve's shoulder, settling in for a good nap. ]
You do still owe me some gentle lovemaking... [ His voice was practically a murmur, easily melting into a breath. Something Steve might've missed, if it weren't for his enhanced hearing. Either way, James was already falling asleep, so he wouldn't have to be forced to repeat himself. ]
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Date: 2019-08-22 09:27 am (UTC)I promise James. I promise . . .