[ Part of him regretted that Steve didn't take things slowly, like he said he wanted to. James didn't often allow himself to indulge in sweet, tender gestures, but he had been willing to do so now, with Steve, so long as he didn't have to explain himself for it.
Maybe this was just all there was to it, really. It was just physical, primal, violent. James forced down the disappointment with a hard swallow and curled his fingers tight into Steve's hair, gasping and moaning when Steve started to pound hard and deep into him, muscles stretching painfully around the thick cock burying all the way into his ass, forcing him wide open. ]
Hah, shit... [ He arched his back, trying to lift his hips up further by curling his legs tighter around Steve's waist. It was the best angle so Steve could fuck him as hard and deep as he wanted, so he could reach his climax and fill him up completely, drive him out of his mind. ]
[Biting the words back was almost physically painful and Steve hated the fact that he hadn't been able to go slow. Or that he wasn't going to last very long, because he wouldn't. He continued to move, already feeling the climax approaching, and clutched James closer. God, he was really falling for the man!
Steve panted against James' shoulder, one hand snaking between them to close around the man's dick, wanting to at least give his lover some extra pleasure since he'd broken his promise. It was the least he could do, assuming James didn't just pass out after this latest session. He could absolutely go for a second round, if it wouldn't rip the poor man in two . . .]
[ One touch was all it took. Steve's fingers only squeezed around his cock and pumped him once before he was pushed over the edge. He cried out even as Steve kept up his unrelenting thrusts, his whole body tensing up and twitching as he spilled across his own stomach, muscles clamping down tight around Steve's cock.
Right then he didn't care that Steve didn't go slow, or tender, or sweet. He reveled in the feeling of having him in his arms, his hold tightening around Steve's shoulders, his orgasm a nearly euphoric state when Steve kept pounding hard into him, threatening to burst deep inside him the longer he kept going. ]
[Steve wasn't far behind. James' body clamping down tight, bucking and writhing in his arms, shouting his pleasure to the sky. It was too much. A few more thrusts and he rammed home, hips making little jerks as he filled the man, finally falling still when he was completely spent.
He didn't move right away, despite the fact he was probably crushing James, because he couldn't. Steve was utterly exhausted and even breathing was a chore as the air sawed in and out in harsh pants. Eventually he managed to pull them both onto their sides, keeping James plastered against his chest despite the slowly-drying fluid between them. He could take care of that later. When it mattered. At the moment, he was still buried in James' ass and the man's hands were still tangled in his hair, and life was perfect.]
[Some time later he'd slipped out of James and drew the blanket up over them, wanting just a little longer before he had to face reality, and the likely fact the man probably wanted to leave. Steve nuzzled James' temple, kissing the damp hair and skin tenderly. All too soon he'd be pushed away, the chance to be soft lost again.]
James. You look so beautiful when you come, did you know that? I could watch you do that forever . . .
[ The sensation was overwhelming, but he didn't dare move, not rushing Steve at all, just basking in the feeling of having him buried deep inside him, even as his muscles started to spasm in protest. He held on as tight as he could instead, brushing his fingers through Steve's hair and exchanging slow, warm kisses with him, gasping and shivering all over when finally he felt Steve's cock slip out of him.
If he was a mess before, then now he was sticky all over, Steve's fluids staining his thighs and ass as they spilled from his hole. But he didn't give a single shit. He shifted closer instead, closing his eyes and partly burying his face into the curve of Steve's shoulder, snaking an arm around his waist and holding onto him. ]
You might actually kill me with an orgasm overdose if you do that, [ He joked, voice a soft murmur, lips curling into an amused little smile. His feet sought Steve's underneath the covers, toes wiggling a little against Steve's, a leg hooking loosely over Steve's own. ] Let me rest every once in a while, at least.
[There was a deep, possessive sound that issued forth from his chest when James snuggled into him. He tightened his hold just a bit and made no effort to stop the man from those endearing little get closer motions. It was everything he could have asked for and more, and Steve found himself choking on tears. The potential for happiness was being dangled in front of him and he was so terrified to make the wrong step and lose it.
He chuckled and murmured against James' ear between kisses, pushing aside the what ifs for another time. They were happy. He could be content with that. And the chance to sleep with the man, even for a little while, was too precious to pass up.]
I could always find ways to make you keep from coming. Bring you to the edge again and again. Remember that? Our first time? We could do stuff like that here too. I can kill you with kindness, or fuck you raw. Or both . . .
[ James let out a soft sound, close to a chuckle. Steve had a habit of running his mouth a lot, which was something he was getting used to still, but sometimes he really needed someone to stop him.
He lifted a hand up and pressed it over Steve's lips, forcing his mouth to stay closed. ]
Shut up, Steve. Just... go to sleep, okay? Save the dirty talk for later.
[ His hand snaked back underneath the covers, tucking comfortably around Steve's midsection, holding on close to him. He let out a soft sigh, almost purring as he nuzzled against Steve's shoulder, settling in for a good nap. ]
You do still owe me some gentle lovemaking... [ His voice was practically a murmur, easily melting into a breath. Something Steve might've missed, if it weren't for his enhanced hearing. Either way, James was already falling asleep, so he wouldn't have to be forced to repeat himself. ]
[The hand surprised him but Steve just kissed James' palm with a smile and gave a slight nod. He knew he had a tendency to babble sometimes, even if it was closer to dirty talk at the moment. If James wanted sleep, he'd certainly try to oblige. Steve's lips brushed James' temple as he hugged the man closer, holding those words close to his heart.]
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Date: 2019-08-16 12:36 pm (UTC)Maybe this was just all there was to it, really. It was just physical, primal, violent. James forced down the disappointment with a hard swallow and curled his fingers tight into Steve's hair, gasping and moaning when Steve started to pound hard and deep into him, muscles stretching painfully around the thick cock burying all the way into his ass, forcing him wide open. ]
Hah, shit... [ He arched his back, trying to lift his hips up further by curling his legs tighter around Steve's waist. It was the best angle so Steve could fuck him as hard and deep as he wanted, so he could reach his climax and fill him up completely, drive him out of his mind. ]
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Date: 2019-08-18 09:13 am (UTC)[Biting the words back was almost physically painful and Steve hated the fact that he hadn't been able to go slow. Or that he wasn't going to last very long, because he wouldn't. He continued to move, already feeling the climax approaching, and clutched James closer. God, he was really falling for the man!
Steve panted against James' shoulder, one hand snaking between them to close around the man's dick, wanting to at least give his lover some extra pleasure since he'd broken his promise. It was the least he could do, assuming James didn't just pass out after this latest session. He could absolutely go for a second round, if it wouldn't rip the poor man in two . . .]
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Date: 2019-08-19 01:49 am (UTC)Right then he didn't care that Steve didn't go slow, or tender, or sweet. He reveled in the feeling of having him in his arms, his hold tightening around Steve's shoulders, his orgasm a nearly euphoric state when Steve kept pounding hard into him, threatening to burst deep inside him the longer he kept going. ]
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Date: 2019-08-19 02:04 am (UTC)He didn't move right away, despite the fact he was probably crushing James, because he couldn't. Steve was utterly exhausted and even breathing was a chore as the air sawed in and out in harsh pants. Eventually he managed to pull them both onto their sides, keeping James plastered against his chest despite the slowly-drying fluid between them. He could take care of that later. When it mattered. At the moment, he was still buried in James' ass and the man's hands were still tangled in his hair, and life was perfect.]
[Some time later he'd slipped out of James and drew the blanket up over them, wanting just a little longer before he had to face reality, and the likely fact the man probably wanted to leave. Steve nuzzled James' temple, kissing the damp hair and skin tenderly. All too soon he'd be pushed away, the chance to be soft lost again.]
James. You look so beautiful when you come, did you know that? I could watch you do that forever . . .
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Date: 2019-08-20 01:49 am (UTC)If he was a mess before, then now he was sticky all over, Steve's fluids staining his thighs and ass as they spilled from his hole. But he didn't give a single shit. He shifted closer instead, closing his eyes and partly burying his face into the curve of Steve's shoulder, snaking an arm around his waist and holding onto him. ]
You might actually kill me with an orgasm overdose if you do that, [ He joked, voice a soft murmur, lips curling into an amused little smile. His feet sought Steve's underneath the covers, toes wiggling a little against Steve's, a leg hooking loosely over Steve's own. ] Let me rest every once in a while, at least.
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Date: 2019-08-20 03:42 am (UTC)He chuckled and murmured against James' ear between kisses, pushing aside the what ifs for another time. They were happy. He could be content with that. And the chance to sleep with the man, even for a little while, was too precious to pass up.]
I could always find ways to make you keep from coming. Bring you to the edge again and again. Remember that? Our first time? We could do stuff like that here too. I can kill you with kindness, or fuck you raw. Or both . . .
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Date: 2019-08-20 02:22 pm (UTC)He lifted a hand up and pressed it over Steve's lips, forcing his mouth to stay closed. ]
Shut up, Steve. Just... go to sleep, okay? Save the dirty talk for later.
[ His hand snaked back underneath the covers, tucking comfortably around Steve's midsection, holding on close to him. He let out a soft sigh, almost purring as he nuzzled against Steve's shoulder, settling in for a good nap. ]
You do still owe me some gentle lovemaking... [ His voice was practically a murmur, easily melting into a breath. Something Steve might've missed, if it weren't for his enhanced hearing. Either way, James was already falling asleep, so he wouldn't have to be forced to repeat himself. ]
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Date: 2019-08-22 09:27 am (UTC)I promise James. I promise . . .