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Date: 2019-10-29 03:04 pm (UTC)
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It wasn't a particularly pleasant night. He tossed and turned in his sleep, woke up in the middle of the night in a sweat, went to the bathroom to throw up at some point, and struggled to fall asleep afterwards too. Steve being there made it marginally better, though. At least he was warm and comfortable, and he had someone caring for him, tending to his every need.

He hadn't gotten the sleep he'd needed by the time morning came, but despite having a huge headache and a pain in his stomach from a lack of food and water, he felt at least a little more human.

"Mm," he mumbled, eyes blinking blearily, immediately closing again as he curled up against Steve's warmth, fingers fisting his shirt. Eventually he looked over Steve's shoulder, trying to see whether there was a glass or bottle on the nightstand. His voice was quiet and hoarse when he spoke. "Water..."
Edited Date: 2019-10-29 03:05 pm (UTC)

Date: 2019-11-07 03:35 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
James let out a soft sound of protest, but he did nod, shifting slowly into a more sitting position. His head was spinning and just moving made him feel a little sick, but with his stomach empty there wasn't anything left to come back up.

He accepted the glass of water, taking a few small sips, then a larger gulp. He knew better than to chug it down. Grabbing the plate next, he held it close to avoid any crumbs falling onto the bed, then chewed on a couple crackers before his stomach decided that was enough for now.

"Think I need to sleep it off a little more," he mumbled, throat raw and hoarse. Tired. "Or just lie in bed. You... got anywhere else to be?"

Because James would like to keep him around if he could get away with that.

Date: 2019-11-09 04:13 pm (UTC)
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James knew just how much Steve was loving this, and he couldn't really bring himself to deny him, especially when James enjoyed the attention just as much. He loved being pampered and doted on, adored as though he was the most important, precious thing. Right now it was the greatest comfort Steve could give him, simply giving up anything else he might have or want to do just so he could be here with him.

"Good," he murmured, managing a faint smile. He buried his face in Steve's shoulder, pressing close to him, warm body molding itself to Steve's. He was so glad to be held close, even if it meant he couldn't move much. It wasn't like he wanted to, anyway.

"You sleep anything at all?"

Date: 2019-11-13 02:17 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
That actually brought him some relief. Steve probably should sleep more than that, but he seemed alright enough. Better than James was, at least. He was content to doze off next to him again, hopefully helping Steve get a little more rest too, but then Steve had to go and speak up again, and James tensed in his arms.

He opened his eyes, but kept his face buried in Steve's chest, refusing to look at him. "No," he said resolutely, the tone harsher than he meant it to be. "Just... sleep, Steve. Let's sleep for a little longer. Gonna need a shower in a bit."

That was his way of saying he expected Steve to join him for that shower, of course.

Date: 2019-11-14 09:47 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
"Yeah," he murmured, sighing and relaxing against Steve. He always made him feel welcome, safe, loved. He was just taking advantage of it right now, but Steve seemed to be just as happy that he got to take care of him, and James sure as hell could use it right now.

"I always like showering with you," he burrowed closer, tilting his head up and kissing Steve's jaw. In a bit, he might even be feeling good enough for some fooling around in there, which was always great.

And it sure would be a great way to keep his thoughts away from Jim. It was a little easier when he had Steve around, someone he knew would never leave him. He was too hung up on him to turn his back, and it was perfect.

Date: 2019-11-24 12:54 pm (UTC)
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It wasn't exactly cold right now, but it was chilly enough that Steve's warmth was very much welcome. James all but tangled around him like an octopus, clinging tightly to him, closing his eyes with a low hum, nuzzling against Steve's shoulder.

He only gave Steve an acknowledging hum, soft and quiet, before dozing off. He managed a few more hours of sleep like that, all tangled up with Steve, and when he blinked his eyes open again he was feeling marginally better, even if warm and lazy and soft all over.

He did tip his head up to press a kiss to the corner of Steve's lips, regardless of him having his eyes open right now or not.

Date: 2019-11-25 11:23 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
That was the opposite of a problem. His fingers actually stroked the stubble slowly as he cupped Steve's face, shifting slightly so he could press his lips to Steve's in a warm, slow kiss, sighing as he broke away, nuzzling against Steve's nose, then his jaw.

"Mm," he hummed. Close enough to a 'yes'. He was smiling sleepily as he pulled away, eyes flicking up to meet Steve's. "What about that shower, still up for it?"

Date: 2019-12-04 12:39 am (UTC)
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James just let out a vague huff against Steve's jaw, dismissive. "I don't want to talk about it," he said, tone firmer, aiming to discourage Steve from trying yet again. He hoped the man would let the matter drop, honestly.

He shifted slightly instead, tugging on Steve's arm. "Come on. Shower."

Date: 2019-12-23 05:40 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
James stopped abruptly at that, then turned to face Steve. "Stop," he said firmly, resting a hand on Steve's chest, not a placating gesture but a warning more so than anything. "Stop that. Now. If I say I won't talk about it, then I won't talk about it. I came here because I trust you and I like being with you, Steve, but if you keep trying to push me or force me to talk, then I'll walk out the door right now."

It was none of Steve's concern, after all. And James hadn't come here to talk about it or to vent. Granted, he should've anticipated Steve trying to pry far too insistently, but he hoped that the threat of leaving would be enough to make him let it go.

"Now, it's up to you whether you want me to stay or not. Are we having that shower, or should I go find elsewhere to spend the next few days?"

Date: 2019-12-24 09:14 pm (UTC)
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That would be one wasted trip, honestly. Because James wasn't going back to his own world. Firstly, he didn't think he'd get that chance, and even if he did? He was almost sure he wouldn't take it. He sure as fuck wouldn't let Steve follow after him to a place like that.

Where else would he go, that was something he hadn't thought of yet, but it was a decision that could wait, anyway. For now he was here, and he had a feeling he wasn't going anywhere anytime soon.

James let out a surprised sound when Steve kissed him, but he didn't fight against the hold, biting on his own lips when Steve broke the kiss. His gaze swept over the other man's features, then wordlessly he stepped back when Steve released him, turning around and heading into the bathroom, already removing his shirt as he reached for the tap and turned on the shower, leaving the door open as an invitation for Steve to join him whenever he felt like it.

Date: 2019-12-26 10:53 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
James didn't look over even as Steve stepped into the shower, already anticipating the other man's body pressed against his own. Of course, the first touch caught him a little by surprise, and he let out a soft groan as he found himself pressed against the wall, lips parting with a soft gasp.

His gaze flickered to try and catch a glimpse of Steve's face, but he couldn't quite get him in his field of vision. Still, he didn't struggle, waiting until Steve was done with what he wanted to say, and... well, it wasn't like he could disagree with Steve on any of it. Were their roles reversed, James wouldn't rest until he got the truth out of Steve, too.

He turned around slowly, gaze trailing up to Steve's face. He reached out and brushed his hands up Steve's arms, feeling his heart pounding so fast in his chest he could almost feel it at the back of his tongue.

"I love you too," he blurted out, immediately moving on in a futile attempt that Steve wouldn't focus too much on it. He would, undoubtedly. "It's nothing, Steve. I just... got into a fight. With Jim."

He pressed his lips in and shrugged, blue eyes flickering to meet Steve's. "It was stupid. But it's nothing."

Save for the fact that James was still perfectly convinced that Jim had left him for good, but that was a problem for him to deal with later on, not right now.

Date: 2019-12-27 01:18 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] invicto
James rolled his eyes pointedly, letting out a quiet sigh. Of course he had to get fixated on that, didn't he? Considering Steve probably never expected him to say it, he wasn't too surprised, but he honestly hoped the man didn't expect him to just go around saying it on every occasion, completely unprompted.

Still, once more he could do. Steve would just have to believe that his feelings were still the same in the future unless he stated otherwise. James just wasn't the sort for mushy confessions, not all the time at least.

"I love you," he said almost matter-of-factly, even though he felt his heart beat faster in his chest. He let out a huff. "You're not gonna ask me to say it over and over again now, are you?"

Looks good to me!!

Date: 2019-12-28 12:16 am (UTC)
invicto: (fourteen.)
From: [personal profile] invicto
Even if he might not see the tears, he could almost tell they were there. Steve was more emotional than he was after all, James was just glad that they could both act as though he wasn't getting all mushy and sentimental over this.

His lips curled a little, and he tipped his head up to plant a small kiss on Steve's lips. That much he could understand, wanting to remember. Once the moment passed, he nodded, still stepping closer and letting himself stay in Steve's personal space, in the comfort and safety of those arms wrapped around him.

"I'm in your very capable hands, then," he murmured, then closed his eyes and tipped his head back slightly, letting Steve take the lead and direct him through their shower. They could have some fun afterwards, but right now letting Steve take care of him and wash him from head to toe was just as appealing.

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