I don't need to be fixed! Maybe I can't be. I just want to be what I am, Steve. If people can't deal with it, then fine. They don't have to. But the one thing I've had my whole life is not molding myself to someone else's expectations, even if the consequences suck.
I can love people. I do love people, but I can't be with Teddy right now.
[He just-- can't. Between the cult watching him and other reasons, how could he take that risk?]
I'm fine, Steve. I'll deal with everything the same way I've dealt with everything else. Hell, for two years, I thought I was split up from Teddy anyway, then there was Scott... I didn't even get to break up with him, or say goodbye. Maybe this is a sign relationships aren't for me. And that's fine.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2020-09-21 09:16 pm (UTC)I can love people. I do love people, but I can't be with Teddy right now.
[He just-- can't. Between the cult watching him and other reasons, how could he take that risk?]
I'm fine, Steve. I'll deal with everything the same way I've dealt with everything else. Hell, for two years, I thought I was split up from Teddy anyway, then there was Scott... I didn't even get to break up with him, or say goodbye. Maybe this is a sign relationships aren't for me. And that's fine.