"You do." It's more honest than he perhaps would be normally. But it is the truth. He has no idea why Steve had forgiven him. He understands less why Steve hasn't already gone about dissolving their marriage. "You have been nothing but kind to me."
From the moment Suzaku had arrived in hell. Steve had extended his friendship, his care and Suzaku could barely match that. He only brought pain, at the very least he caused Steve a headache. Even now he wished he could help Suzaku.
As if Suzaku deserved his help. As if he were worthy of it. Suzaku was meant to be dead. To live only behind a mask. His happiness for his world. Instead he was in hell and it fit him, a place of eternal punishment.
That all made sense. People like Steve did not. "I don't know... how to be who you want me to be."
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Date: 2021-11-14 08:09 pm (UTC)From the moment Suzaku had arrived in hell. Steve had extended his friendship, his care and Suzaku could barely match that. He only brought pain, at the very least he caused Steve a headache. Even now he wished he could help Suzaku.
As if Suzaku deserved his help. As if he were worthy of it. Suzaku was meant to be dead. To live only behind a mask. His happiness for his world. Instead he was in hell and it fit him, a place of eternal punishment.
That all made sense. People like Steve did not. "I don't know... how to be who you want me to be."